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Mistakes

Mistakes
By Melissa Warren

I’ve made so many mistakes, I can’t begin to count them
I don’t know sometimes why I do the things I do
Or why I don’t do the things I want to
The apostle Paul struggle with that, too
I remember times that I did things. . . things that I’m so very not proud of
Things I wish were nothing more than a nightmare
Even if they wouldn’t seem that bad to anyone else, they were that bad to me
And I wish, oh how I wish, that I could go back and redo everything
Restart my life, with a better sense of right and wrong
With the memory of what I’ve been through, so I’ll know how to live
Have the chance to do something the right way, without having to learn the hard way
But life is funny; it doesn’t bow to our will
I would that it did
Life is linear, from our point of view
And we can’t go back and change it
It’s there, forever
All those mistakes, those things I don’t like about myself
I can’t erase them
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But, I know Someone Who can
I know a Man that has the power to cover my mistakes, my sins, and wash them away
Those stains on my life
They don’t have to have power over me
Not if I give my life to Him
To Jesus
‘Cuz He has this really awesome way about Him
He likes to wipe the slate clean
Doesn’t mean the mistakes haven’t happened
But it does mean, that if we ask Him to,
He forgets them
He covers them with His perfect blood, and washes us as white as snow
The new kind of snow, pure, no blemishes
So in a way, we do have the ability to go back and make better decisions
But instead, we go forward and make better decisions
Better yet, it’s not a one-time offer
He’s faithful to me, to us
He forgives us, over and over again
Mistakes? What mistakes?
He has made me new.

“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”  II Corinthians 5:17

Isaiah 1:18

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Philippians 4:8

“Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, if there be any praise, think on these things.” Philippians 4:8

Had a great church service a while back.  Came away from it knowing that I have to “tend my field.”  I can no longer let the tares – the weeds – grow among the good grain.  So, I’ve been spending a lot of time pulling up weeds.  When I first heard the service, I already barely watched any kind of television; I don’t watch any, now.  I’m tired of seeing all the drinking, drugging, swearing, sexual innuendos, fornication, etc. That’s not the kind of thing I should be filling my mind with.  Philippians 4:8 tells me to concentrate on things that are true, honest, just, lovely, and of good report; tv doesn’t fit the bill.  Nor do movies.  I enjoy mindless entertainment to help me wind down just as much as the next person.  But I’ve noticed: when the mindless entertainment showcases the kind of behavior the Bible tells me I need to have, instead of the stuff that is against the Bible, I feel much better.  I have a better attitude.  My walk with God stays strong, and I spend more time with Him.  So, tv and movies that don’t follow Biblical principles are out.  Which  means tv and movies are out, period, because I’ve never seen a movie that doesn’t have some of the Hollywood junk in it (including the ones that are supposed to be Christian).

Music is another weed; if I can’t worship to it, I’m not going to listen to it.

I’m going to spend a little more time tilling my field, too; more time in the Word and in prayer.  More time spent helping out the kingdom wherever I can.  I can hardly wait until God reveals the changes in me that will occur because of this decision.  It won’t be easy to stick with, but nothing worth it is ever really easy.

What about you?  Are there any tares you feel God telling you to get rid of?

Sin & Forgiveness

Everyone struggles with sin.  Everyone desires forgiveness.  Isn’t it awesome that God gives us forgiveness?  I’m thankful.

I am no different than anyone else.  I struggle with sin.  I struggle with my temper, with my attitude, with so many other things.  Every day, I have to apologize to God for my sins.  In order to feel like I can overcome them, I have to confess my sins to God, as many as I can.  King David went even further than that – he asked God to save him from his “secret sins” – the ones he committed that he didn’t even realize he’d done.

“Who can understand his errors? cleanse thou me from secret faults.”

Psalms 19:12

As I was getting ready to write this post and reading over the verses I wanted to use, I realized that David also asked God to keep him from other sins:

“Keep back thy servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me: then shall I be upright, and I shall be innocent of the great transgression.”

Psalms 19:13

Presumptuous sins… what might those be?  Assumption, perhaps.  What could be more presumptuous than that?  But I think it goes deeper than that.  So, I looked it up.  According to BlueLetterBible.org, in this verse, the original word is zed, and it’s literal translation is:

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So presumptuous sins refers to arrogance, coupled with insolence and impiety.  This got me thinking: how have I been arrogant in my walk with God?  I tried to be really and truly honest with myself, and I was very sobered by the realization that I am extremely arrogant with God.  I have the tendency to assume (there’s that presumption again) that something is or is not from God.  I have the habit of deciding that, if I don’t feel forgiven for a sin, it’s because God didn’t forgive me yet, when in actuality, He forgave me the moment I asked; I simply hadn’t forgiven my self (I John 1:9).

Wow.

I’m pretty arrogant, aren’t I?  I take upon myself the power to decide when and if a sin has been or will be forgiven, even though I can ‘t forgive anyone – least of all myself – of any sins.  This is a problem.

So how to overcome arrogance like that?  By remembering that Someone perfect had to die for my sins, I am reminded that I am far from perfect, far from knowing the future, far from the power that decides life or death.  Only God holds that power, and as talked about in a recent church service, I don’t want to take over God’s job!  The message was actually about vengeance and bitterness, and how God said that vengeance is His and He will repay (Romans 12:9).  When we take over the job of getting back at someone, we are taking over God’s job.  We are saying that we are on the same level as God, since we can do His job.  And, correct me if I’m wrong, but putting himself on the same level as God is what got Lucifer kicked out of Heaven.  Yeah.  Don’t want to do that.  But as I write this, I’m struck with the idea that I have been getting revenge on myself for my sins, by constantly beating myself up over them instead of making every conscious effort not to commit them again.  I’m talking about some specific sins that I struggle with – temper issues, attitude, apathy, some others.  And when I realize that I’ve committed a sin again, I get angry with myself.  I ask God to forgive me, sure, but then I tell myself that I’m such a horrible person for  committing the same sins again that there is no way I can be forgiven and to just give up.  Way to play Job’s friends and wife, right?

So, instead of giving up, I should stop giving myself power and authority that I don’t have.  I need to remember that God is sovereign, and He will forgive me if I simply ask.  That doesn’t mean I should commit sins with the intention of asking forgiveness, however; this kind of behavior sorrows God, maybe even angers Him.  Woah.  Do NOT want to anger God, or sorrow Him, or anything else.

A recent Sunday School lesson for the class I teach covered what repentance is.  I told the kids, “Repentance doesn’t mean you say you’re sorry, do the sin again, say you’re sorry, do the sin again, and so on.  It means you say you’re sorry, and lean on God for the strength to resist committing that sin again.”  Conviction!  Practice what ya teach, teacher :).

All in all, it’s easy to sin.  But, thank the Lord, it’s also easy to find forgiveness for those sins, and even easier to ask God for help.  That’s not to say that you will never commit those sins again, or that you will have no problem resisting the temptation to sin; but rather, that if you rely on God as your strength, you can and will stand against all sorts of temptation.

“There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.”

I Chronicles 10:13

Remember the saying, “Practice makes perfect”?  Well, it applies here, as well.  The more you resist sin, the easier it gets to resist sin.  Pray daily for the strength to resist and for the courage to take the straight and narrow path in each situation.  Spend time daily in the Word, finding and reading – and memorizing – verses that will help you in your walk with God.  That whole, “Thy Word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against Thee” and “Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path” thing, ya know  (Psalms 119:11Psalms 119:105).  A little illumination is good, but the more, the better, right?

Here’s the really, truly, incredibly awesome part – God has promised that he will break the bonds of sin – and therefore, the punishment for them – from off of us!

“For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.”  

Romans 8:2

Grace

Every once in a while, it seems like everything is crashing down all at once.  It may be little things, but it can seem overwhelming.  During those times, it’s so wonderful to know that you can lean on God.

Today was one of those days for me.  I needed an extra dose of grace from God in order to make it through the day.  You tell me: Is it, or is it not, absolutely amazing that God has enough grace for every one of us to get through every thing the day brings our way?

Personally, I think it’s pretty awesome.

“And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” 2 Corinthians 12:9